Dienstag, 24. Mai 2011

Fortuna smiled Pt. 1 - Teil 4

The amusement in his face fainted a bit when he eyed me more thoroughly. "Are you allright? You-" he paused, then snickered, and added, "you definitely look like shit. Do you feel unwell?" He made two steps forward, his sensually shaped hand hovering right next to my right upper arm. He seemed ready to grab and hold me should I decide to faint like a damsel in distress, but yet hesitant to just get a hold on me and carry me off.

Even though my vision greyed for a moment, his alarmed pose made me smile happily. Somewhere in ether the gods must have felt generous to send me such a sweet guy. "I'm allright I guess." I mumbled, and blinked a few times. His eyes told me that I had been quiet for longer than I could account for, his eyelids tightened in concern for my well-being.
"Okay, maybe I feel a bit unsteady, but it's not that bad. I just ate a spoiled oyster, that's all." I elucidated, feeling pretty eloquent to have formed a full explanation without throwing up.
When his face fell I suddenly worried.

"You have possible fish poisoning, and actually say you're allright?" he echoed, blinking astounded, and his cute concern for me made me let go of the wash basin to show him I actually felt allright. It was one of my lesser genius ideas.

"It's not that bad-" I started, then my intestines went rampage again and made me gasp for air as I toppled over.
The last thing I felt were his strong arms around my chest, and my vomit sloshing all over his beautiful hand, then everything went black.

Montag, 16. Mai 2011

Shapeshifter Pt.2 - Teil 5

My head spun, making me slow and hazy, but I managed to mumble, "Okay, okay, I'm sorry! I won't run again, I promise!", while Noom's well-toned body pressed against my back, letting me feel the raging hard-on my attempt to flee had given him.
The heat radiating from his body felt incredibly good on my skin, made me want to close my eyes and cuddle up to his muscular front, but the throbbing pain on my forehead reminded me of my current and very bleak situation. I couldn't stop rubbing my ass against Noom's bulging crotch though, moving my heels outward to spread my legs a bit more and to get his straining shaft right between my ass cheeks. The sensation made my own dick jump happily and I instinctively purred in delight, while my mind was still unsure if I liked or feared what my captor was doing to me.
Noom grabbed one of my arms, twisted it on my back and pulled me away from the wall. His other hand was still buried in my hair, controlling my head while he shoved me up the stairs, making sure I felt his every push, shove and pull. My shoulder joint throbbed and screamed when he tugged my arm higher, and he pulled my head back so I couldn't see where I stepped. Somehow I managed to go up the stairs without stumbling or falling. I was unsure if he would have given in or simply held me to dislocate my arm and loose a few strands of hair if I tripped, and I decided that I didn't want to test him and his bad mood.

Noom escorted me to the bed, pushed me over the edge of the mattress and made me kneel there. The breeze of air between us brought his scent to my nostrils and made me inhale deeply - even in stress I still was a creature of smells and nosework. He smelled of anger and excitement, musty arousal met fresh soap and aftershave, but there was also a note that was uniquely him. His personal aroma burned itself into my brain to an extent that made me believe I could have found him in a group of a thousand people purely using my nose.

It was odd.
Normally I was able to distinguish people by their scent, but it hadn't been that intense ever before. For a few seconds my brain itched right between the eyes, a place I couldn't scratch even if I would've tried. Then a piercing headache roared from the back of my head right to that prickling, itchy spot, converted into a feeling of pressure behind my eyes, and dissipated with a numbing sensation all over my face. I gasped for air, and realised that my head hung low while I had undergone my short episode of traumalike pain.
"Something is not right." I mumbled, and tried to sit up. My reward was another brutal shove against my back, right between the shoulderblades, and I fell forward again.

"Shut up." Noom snapped behind me, and dropped to his knees to reach under the bed. I heard the metallic clinking of chains when he pulled out something heavy, and got back to his feet.

My ears buzzed and my head still felt as if something moved behind my skull, making me feel drunk and lost in reverie. The slow change from pain to something vaguely arousing unnerved me, but I seemed to be unable to lay my finger on what was different exactly.
"No, something's wrong." I insisted, again trying to get up and off the bed, but I should have known that ignoring his command would only enrage him.
The whistling of a leather belt cutting air was the only warning I got, then it bit into my backside. The sheer force of that one hit made me yelp and buck, but it also made me drop to all fours again. Getting hit with a leather belt always was a very unpleasant experience, the pain biting and stinging for minutes before it dissipated, but it wasn't something new for me. My father had exchanged his belt for a rattan rod years ago, since it 'doesn't seem to force my point of opinion enough to get through your thick head,' as he had liked to point out.
Noom on the other hand had the benefit of surprise on his side, and he only needed a few more seconds, not a life-changing epiphany from me. While I still gasped for air he let go of the belt, picked up his clinking and clanking metal construct he had hid under the bed, and reached above me to clip two safety hooks attached to chains into big rings drilled to the inner side of the posters. Something cold and hard swept over my buttocks and waist before he grabbed hold of it, but it made me look over my shoulder. The chains led down to the ends of a black crossbar, forming some kind of a kinky swing. The crossbar itself had six metal rings welded to the underside of it, ready to be used with everything from chains to ropes.
I was definitely running out of time, if I wanted to warn Noom of... what? That I had an eerie feeling about the whole thing? He was seconds away from raping me, for Christ's sake!

Freitag, 13. Mai 2011

Fortuna smiled - Pt. 1 - Teil 3

I threw up three times before the pain ceased a bit. By then I was gulping for air, my head was spinning and my knees felt weak and wobbly when I tried to get up. I had to use the toilet paper dispenser as a grip to get back onto my feet, feeling utterly miserable, and very lonely.
Even though Doug hat hung me out to dry a few minutes ago I desperately wished for him to be here, support me and take me back home. But Doug was not here. He was there, engrossed with his regular lay on an evening he had described as our romantic get-together after our break up.
Had I really believed he would change? Laughing sarcastically I staggered out of the cubicle, bumped against the washbasin and flushed my mouth vigorously. The world around me swayed and wobbled and I felt feverishly hot. When I finally looked into the mirror blood-shot green-brown eyes met mine, surrounded by unruly black hair and a sweaty sheen on the forehead. On any other day I had the gothy looks down cold, but today I looked like a junkie on a trip gone bad. I was very lean, on the brink of ascetic, tall and fragile looking in my loose-cut dress slacks, even though I worked out regularly. One just didn't need mountains of muscle for bouldering and rock climbing, and Doug didn't like skin-tight clothes, so I didn't wear them.
I shot myself a disapproving glance, took a deep breath, and growled, "You look like shit."

"Excuse me?"

The voice behind me sounded taken aback and indignant, but slightly amused. I must have been quite the sight in my ailing condition, and I hadn't heard someone coming in. "I'm so sorry," I stammered, grabbing the edge of the washbasin when I turned around unsteadily, "I didn't mean you, I meant.." That's where my words trailed off and I had to swallow dryly.
Eyecandy had ascended from heaven and broken through the veils of my personal hell to grace me with his presence.
He was as tall as me, about 5'8, with soulful grey eyes and thick, fair lashes crowning his eyelids. His skin had a slight tan, the kind of color you only got when working outside regularly without roasting in the sun for days, and his blonde hair was cropped close to his scalp. From a distance it would look like he was shaved bald, but where I stood - only 6 feet away - I could see the soft sheen of hair on his head. Usually I loved guys with a good length of hair on their heads, but the way his waiter's jacket bulged over his arms and the suggestion of a very well-toned abdomen beneath it made my heart go bump and my dick twitch.

Dienstag, 19. April 2011

Shapeshifter Pt. 2 - Teil 4

"I'm not a contract killer." he snapped angrily, wrinkled his nose in disgust and added more calmly, "I'm a mercenary. Usually I get to hit people until they pay their debts, or blow up something, or deliver packages of dubious origin. I've shot my share of people, mostly armed ones that wanted to shoot me too - until I met you. I was ready to blow out your brains when I went into the men's room, but there you were, sucking happily on that darn ugly cock." He drained his cup, swallowing with a contented smile, and continued, "I waited and watched you, and then I started to think. 'Why would the Mafia send a mercenary for a simple kill? He's got no weapons at all.' I told myself, 'maybe they want to set you up.' So when you gave me that kicked-puppy-look I decided to find out more."
Noom stood up, unbuttoned his washed-out jeans, and walked over to his battered desk to switch the music. "When I saw your penthouse and learned your name, I got even more suspicious of the whole 'Kill him' story. So I decided to take you with me. Have a little fun, you know. Find out if they want to get me arrested."

His sudden chattiness blanched me. I wasn't stupid, and I had heard and seen enough in my life to know that he really meant to kill me if he told me so much. Up to this point I hadn't believed he would do it, and the realisation hit me like a freight train. What was I supposed to do now?
First my nail beds began to tingle, then the skin above my tailbone began to itch, and I realised that I was panicking. My instincts screamed for me to shift, to take on my fighting shape and defend my life for all it was worth. But to shift in front of a human meant to sign his death sentence. Even if he planned to kill me, I just couldn't wrap my mind around killing him.
I did the only thing left for me: I ran.

The pat-pat-pat of my naked feet echoed over the hardwood steps as I pounded down the stairs, followed closely by his call "Stupid fucking bitch-" and the sound of his boots barreling down behind me. The unfamiliar territory downstairs made me lose my pace only for a second, but it was all Noom needed to catch up. Just as I reached for the front door he barreled into me, driving me into the solid wall right next to the door and taking my breath away. One of his hands grabbed my hair, then he dove my head against the wall two times, stunning me completely. The whole attack had been so fast that I hadn't even had time to cry out.
Blood dripped from a laceration on my forehead, leaving a pattern worthy of a Rorschach-picture on the white wall, and I had a front row seat to examine it with benumbed eyes while his harsh grip bore against my back and his breath bristled with anger.

"You listen now, scrap, because I won't tell you again. If you try to run ever again, I'll make a long cut around your waist, grab the skin and pull it over your head. You won't die from that, but you will suffocate slowly, you get my drift?" His voice was thin with menace, biting every word right into my left ear, where his lips brushed against my hair.

A one-time attachment Pt.1 - Ch. 3


His charisma was like a sledgehammer against Gwynns forehead, appealing and appalling at the same time. That invitation appeared to be a small courtesy when in truth that Adonis was waiting for a female date, but at that point Gwynn grabbed for everything he got.
Slowly sitting down he smiled sheepishly and replied "Since we're already here - I'll take that drink, thank you."
Automatically his fingers searched through the inner pocket of his jacket, fumbling for his cigarettes and his old, bronze-colored petrol lighter. Putting both onto the table he shrugged out of his jacket, folded it and put it onto the cushioned bench next to him, keeping his gaze downcast. He was so nervous his fingers shook, so he kept them busy, and the best way to do that was smoking.
"Do you mind?" he politely asked, pointing at his cigarettes.

"Not at all. Be my guest." the godly creature replied, nodding his encouragement. Pitch black strands of hair slid over his broad shoulders as he rearranged himself, getting more comfortable in his seat. "I heard this restaurant has a reputation for home destilled Single-Malt. I'll have one. What about you?" Then he paused for three seconds, reconsidering something silently before he extended his arm over the table, offering a handshake. "Please excuse my terrible manners - Dr. Corinne Baldric."

His name echoed through Gwynn's brain like a mesmerizing siren's call, and he grabbed for the extended hand before he even understood the words. "Gwynn Whelan, nice to meet you." He managed and twisted his lips into an amused smile. "Interesting name you got there."
We shook hands and Gwynn grabbed a cigarette, making a jovial face while pondering over his opponent's first name. Who would be so cruel as to name a son with a woman's name, all the more if that particular son had the face of an angel? "I'll have a port wine, thank you." Gwynn added, remembering Corinne's question. "Care for a smoke?" Gwynn offered him the package, remembering his own manners.

Corinne's joyful smile illuminated Gwynn's world. "No, thank you. I've seen too many people unable to exist without cigarettes, and smoked too long myself." Then he sighed deeply even though he seemed unfazed by the comment on his name. "It's hard to be taken serious with a girl's name. But I get by." He winked, then added "My name has northern roots." That being said he changed the topic elegantly. "Are you from here, Mr. Whelan? Your surname hints otherwise, if you don't mind me saying so."

Gwynn put the cigarettes away, lighting his while he thought about how Ihe could answer Corinne's question without giving away too much. "It's Welsh. But I've left my place of birth a long time ago." He wanted to add more, but at the same time he was too afraid to tell Corinne too much. No need to become too attached to that beauty, Gwynn decided, taking another drag of smoke. "What kind of doctorate have you got, if you don't mind me asking?"

Fortuna smiled - Pt.1/Teil3

I threw up three times before the pain ceased a bit. By then I was gulping for air, my head was spinning and my knees felt weak and wobbly when I tried to get up. I had to use the toilet paper dispenser as a grip to get back onto my feet, feeling utterly miserable, and very lonely.
Even though Doug hat hung me out to dry a few minutes ago I desperately wished for him to be here, support me and take me back home. But Doug was not here. He was there, engrossed with his regular lay on an evening he had described as our romantic get-together after our break up.
Had I really believed he would change? Laughing sarcastically I staggered out of the cubicle, bumped against the washbasin and flushed my mouth vigorously. The world around me swayed and wobbled and I felt feverishly hot. When I finally looked into the mirror blood-shot green-brown eyes met mine, surrounded by unruly black hair and a sweaty sheen on the forehead. On any other day I had the gothy looks down cold, but today I looked like a junkie on a trip gone bad. I was very lean, on the brink of ascetic, tall and fragile looking in my loose-cut dress slacks, even though I worked out regularly. One just didn't need mountains of muscle for bouldering and rock climbing, and Doug didn't like skin-tight clothes, so I didn't wear them.
I shot myself a disapproving glance, took a deep breath, and growled, "You look like shit."

"Excuse me?"

The voice behind me sounded taken aback and indignant, but slightly amused. I must have been quite the sight in my ailing condition, and I hadn't heard someone coming in. "I'm so sorry," I stammered, grabbing the edge of the washbasin when I turned around unsteadily, "I didn't mean you, I meant.." That's where my words trailed off and I had to swallow dryly.
Eyecandy had ascended from heaven and broken through the veils of my personal hell to grace me with his presence.

Ambience Sound: Dredg - Lightswitch


I was put in a round room
And told to sit in the corner
While they wash my brain with a dirty rag

I was given a hammer
And told to build a fortress
With walls impossible to penetrate

You're the only thing I need
And you've become the only thing
That keeps me breathing, without you I'd be
In a dark place, no lightswitch
An open wound without a stitch
Maybe now you will understand

No matter how stable
The foundation may seem
Everything is crashing down on me

With papercuts on fingertips
Blackened eyes, and broken lips
Forever wounded, it's hard to tell

You're the only thing I need
Whether I fail or succeed
Within my blindness, you are all I see
The morning fog sun burns away
A predator's eye without its prey
Maybe now you will understand

I won't quit on you
No, I won't quit on you
I won't run away,
Ever, ever, ever, ever...